February 22, 2018

The Beginning

The creation of this blog is one of many big steps forward.

Two years ago, I found myself on the beginning of a path I never thought I would be taking.  I was struggling with depression and a failing marriage.  I was sad, alone and felt I would never find happiness again.

But I found the strength one day to get up and take one step.  It was a literal first step outside in the fresh air, something I hadn't done for a long time.  And then every day, I gained more strength with each step.

One step at a time.

Those steps became walks, longer each day.  And I set a crazy goal of running.  I began running a few steps at a time...literally.  As long as I ran one second further each day, I was proud.  Eventually I grew to love running.  Finishing my first 5K, then my first 8K, and then my first 10K felt awesome.

The running was the beginning.

The physical strength I gained from running positively impacted my emotional strength.  I was able to break through my depression.  I found hope in happiness again.

The reality is, this is a journey.  It's a marathon and I'm still running it.  I've never run a marathon before, so I don't know how this will go.  I'm sure there will be ups and downs, challenges and victories.  Thankfully, I'm in a better place to handle it and I will continue to hope for a better tomorrow.